Day 1 Again!

my students drew this as a joke after I had a Dunkin Donuts iced coffee. hopefully nobody's offended.

THE STRUGGLE IS REAL!! Anybody have a start-over on their health journey over and over again. I'm probably on my 100th Day 1. I'll start and then get to the point where I want what I want. Period. You'll get red flags from the doctor and decide "ok I'm really gonna make changes". But then realize that between your strenuous job and taking care of the baby, nobody cooked so your options are Chinese or Fast Food. Ugh!! Why is losing weight and being healthy so hard? One thing I know is that I can't do it alone.

My students and coworkers have been pretty involved with trying to keep me accountable with my food choices. Literally from checking in daily to see what I brought for lunch, to making sure I avoid the sugar treats people bring in (even if that means prying the plate out of my hand). Trust me, I appreciate it. The problem of course, like with all accountability, is that your partners aren't always with you. Eventually, you're left by yourself to make the right choice.

I used to be a pretty healthy person. Well, relatively healthy. I used to work out all the time. Running outside before work or on the treadmill at they gym, or taking my was my favorite classes; body pump, kickboxing, step, and Zumba. But now it's not so easy to go whenever I want. I never was amazing at choosing healthy meals, but working out helped me to maintain. But I'm struggling to maintain now because not only am I not eating right, I haven't been able to work out consistently, which doesn't help my blood pressure or my pre-diabetic diagnosis.  So the challenge is to figure out how to balance time so that all of my responsibilities don't become excuses for me not taking care of myself.

I know that being healthy physically is completely connected to spiritual, and emotional well-being. Discipline is key and quitting and playing around is no longer an option. I want to be around for my husband and baby (and any future babies) but I mainly want to do this for me so that I can live the best life possible. So I made a list that's definitely not exhaustive, but it's a start.


  • plan out meals for the week. Down to the snack and desserts. Be real with yourself. I know I can't live without snacks so I will have to factor in healthy snacks when grocery shopping so I won't get caught having to run to McDonalds to get a McFlurry or apple pie late at night. (The deals on some of these apps makes you feel like you're crazy for not using it. But it'll be worth the pass.
  • log all meals. Back to myfittnesspal I go! It really helps to see those hidden sugars and calories that we've eaten throughout the day, sometimes unnecessarily. 
  • realize your not alone. I am blessed to have my husband to support me and be in this with me. But even if you don't have a significant other, let me assure you, God is our help. He's stronger than any willpower we can have. 
  • write down your goals but take it day by day. I know I can't go in with just the large picture of losing 30 pounds. I have to make small steps and count those victories each time. Over time, I will look back and see all the changes and realize that I reached my big goal. 
  • don't beat yourself up. You may mess up. You may eat that donut or drink that sugar-loaded latte. Don't let a slip up become your downfall and make you drop the whole journey. It's not easy but you can do it. 
Who's with me?...Day 1 Again

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