That's So Handy

Today I realized, or rather "re-realized", that I internalize things a lot. More than I really should. I'm very emotional and I take things to heart when someone tells me something. I admit today that I really do hate authority. I do not like to be responsible for things, and today I was reminded why. I like to have things in control because when they are out of control, I don't want to hear about what I did wrong. I want to always have things right. I want to show people that I can be a good leader. The reality is that leaders mess up. Leaders don't always think of everything. When a leader messes up, they should be strong and humble enough to accept their wrong and apologize to the necessary parties. I am lacking with these qualities. So when something goes wrong and I have to take responsibility for it, it hurts. I don't wanna be seen when I'm down. But I have to learn that messing up is a part of maturity. You have to grow and sometimes it means that y...